Celebrities with breast cancer: Hoda Kotb "There are two phases post surgery. There’s the "OMG, they got it" reaction and you are just so happy they got the cancer. You are so grateful, and you think, 'I don’t care what my body looks like, I am just happy to be here.' I still feel that deep in my soul every day. This is the body I have and I’ll take it. But I’d be lying if I didn’t say there is a second phase, a window of time where you don’t even want to look at yourself. It’s jarring ... When