((if i understand it, this is roughly "yesterday I slept with your perfume dancing on my skin even though you were not there" but i could be wrong so sorry))
I think about you, I wonder if everything was real or fabricated, unsure of why all the lies and deceit and mind games, not sure what happened but I know it was very bad. I care about you very much and wish things happened differently where we could have been friends and had spoken but that didn't happen. I still feel hurt and anger about being spied on and the rest but I'm focusing on my life and finding my own peace.
