Just remember that the people you call your "friends" are the people you hated and talked shit on a few months back. Just know that you lost true friends who had your back and gained friends who talk shit on you when you're not there.
In the end,in life, the lonely people are they who care more ! The most damaged, have the shiniest smile when they laugh ! The most hurted ,are the wisest. And all this because they don't want anyone else to suffer in the way they suffered !