Missing you mom and dad. Love you so much and until we see each other again, I'll keep on remembering and missing you daily!
I need you so badly right now, Bubby.
P. And I’m doing just that. I am so scared of my life without you, but I just know it’s for the best. For both of us. I will miss you until I breathe my last breath, but you are no longer good for my heart or my soul. I will love you, always and forever.
But Im respecting YOUR choice. Maybe one day you’ll truly understand that it wasnt at all relevant and you yet again had a bad day and I brought the truth to light - you just werent ready to see it - you wanted a fight so I let you be. I wanted to talk to my best friend
And I'm trying to steer clear of anywhere you might be, i don't want to, it hurts me and it's hard not ever seeing you, but I don't want to make anything hard for you. I miss your face, i miss your smile. I love you!
It's sad that when I'm in your arms it feels like I'm homesick, and not like I'm home. I feel secure but scared of you at the same time. Scared because I feel like I'm about to be let down and hurt by you.