And if jade u can't understand how hard that's been your just the same as them i really have struggled with some of the things u have accused me of I had problems that I couldn't see that does not make me a bad person or a liar maniptior and I'm not a narcissist but I'm sure mam thinks I am all I've done is show complete faith in her and u so open up eyes times dates emails letter put them together dad mark maynard
