"My friend told me I deserve to be with a man that fucking LOVES me. (his exact words) Someone who is excited to hear from me, and would love to get know me. Who would love to create an opportunity with me. He said I should be spend my time focusing on a man that would die to contact me and speak to me, and not someone who wont see the beauty in me. To see the gold in me, my vision. I hate to say it but he is right."