love Black and White depressed depression sad suicidal suicide lonely pain hurt alone hate hurting self harm self hate cut cutter cutting cry fake tears sadness Lying self destruction okay lie razor blade im fine fake smile
If I leave them unsaid,its not because I don't feel those things, but because if I kept them to myself, we would be able to talk instead of going on like this.....twisted huh -me-
I want a hug. But not just a normal hug. I want one of those pick-me-up-off-my-feet-squeeze-me-tight-spin-me-around-hurts-my-tummy-but-still-makes-me-smile-leaves-me-breathless-gives-me-butterflies-makes-me-giggle-stupidly kind of hug.