She's learned to hold all her feelings inside until late at night, and cover her mouth with her hand so no one hears her. She's perfected her fake smile. And she's been taught - oh so painfully to build her walls up high, to keep everyone out.
Night after night, silent, painful tears that just engulfed me in sorrow that was beyond my time . God can bring as much happiness into my life as he pleases, but this? The feeling is etched into my heart forever.