home alone. you break down. letting out everyone. crying as hard as you can. you family comes home, and here you go. pretend everything is ok. they don't suspect a thing. they don't suspect their child is broken and falling apart
Night after night, silent, painful tears that just engulfed me in sorrow that was beyond my time . God can bring as much happiness into my life as he pleases, but this? The feeling is etched into my heart forever.