As an adult I struggle with making relationships when it comes to friends, and mostly romantic relationships.  This giving me a since of an overwhelming feeling of loneliness.

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Abandoment as a child

Abandoment as a child

Im motivated to fix this because deep down all I want is to feel like i'm loved.

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As an adult when Im rejected from people I tend to do what I know best and that's avoid relationships.  When I do get the feeling of wanting to be in relationships I become clingy because when I was a child the fear of losing friends and family was always there.  This then pushes people away and Im right back to where I was.  Today I struggle with Anxiety, depression, insecurity, and low self esteem.  I learned all of this as a child.

As an adult when Im rejected from people I tend to do what I know best and that's avoid relationships. When I do get the feeling of wanting to be in relationships I become clingy because when I was a child the fear of losing friends and family was always there. This then pushes people away and Im right back to where I was. Today I struggle with Anxiety, depression, insecurity, and low self esteem. I learned all of this as a child.

The child may develop a detached way of relating to the world, having given up on forming lasting relationships. He may act out, become involved with drugs or alcohol as a way of coping, engage in sexual promiscuity or other self-destructive behaviors, or become severely or chronically depressed." http://www.examiner.com/article/military-children-suffer-psychological-effects-of-frequent-relocation

The child may develop a detached way of relating to the world, having given up on forming lasting relationships. He may act out, become involved with drugs or alcohol as a way of coping, engage in sexual promiscuity or other self-destructive behaviors, or become severely or chronically depressed." http://www.examiner.com/article/military-children-suffer-psychological-effects-of-frequent-relocation

My father being overseas and in the field also played a big role  Being the only male with two sisters my father figure was not around. "Very young children may exhibit separation anxiety, temper tantrums, and changes in eating habits."  www.ptsd.va.gov/professional/pages/pro_deployment_stress_children.asp

My father being overseas and in the field also played a big role Being the only male with two sisters my father figure was not around. "Very young children may exhibit separation anxiety, temper tantrums, and changes in eating habits." www.ptsd.va.gov/professional/pages/pro_deployment_stress_children.asp

Leaving pets behind gave me a feeling that I was loosing a part of me as well.

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The friends I made I constantly had to leave behind.  I remember wishing my family would leave me behind so that the feeling of loosing them wouldn't occur anymore.

The friends I made I constantly had to leave behind. I remember wishing my family would leave me behind so that the feeling of loosing them wouldn't occur anymore.

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