Most valuable lesson my stubborn butt learned this year and the more I tried to see the more impossible he made it for me to see anything at all & that's when I realized he was going to keep making things hard and blurry for me no matter how hard I tried to see them. I then realized ok maybe I don't need to see an ounce and put It all in his hands I was so weary & tired with it n PRAISE JESUS he delivered me instantly out of the fog he was merely and graciously just waiting for me to surrender