I'm really okay I think a lot it's just with some things I cannot turn off my thoughts and feelings even if I try. I'm okay just sorting through them and healing myself however long that will take but I'll be fine
I miss the girl that made everyone happy and didn't self-harm, wasn't suicidal. I miss the girl that had tons of friends. I miss the girl that didn't need cheering up because she was always happy. I miss the girl who used to be me.