I want him to look at me and realize I may not be waiting for him to make up his mind forever. I want him to be scared that I will get tired and leave. I want him to make a move. I want him to at least acknowledge his feelings, or even lack thereof.
There is only one way to avoid criticism: do nothing, say nothing, and be nothing. -Aristotle (i. you can't avoid criticism so you must just learn to accept it and go on with your life. Accept yourself flaws and all).