This is so true it hurts. I try so hard to hide all of my emotions and be happy all the time when my heart is breaking and slowly killing me. I try to be strong for everyone that I love even if I am crying myself to sleep.
Night after night, silent, painful tears that just engulfed me in sorrow that was beyond my time . God can bring as much happiness into my life as he pleases, but this? The feeling is etched into my heart forever.