I'm Just Trying To Be Better Person Than Who I Was Yesterday: I am in competition with no one. I have no desire to play the game of being better than anyone. I am simply trying to be better than the person I was yesterday.
I have apologized for my mistakes. I have tried to make amends. I am working on myself. I am seeing the right doctors. I am doing everything I can just to be "ok" and it is enough. I am not my mistakes. I am not my past. I am just right now, existing.