Yes. And tears only come when the frustration gets to be too much and the words don’t come. But.. not everyone sees it that way unfortunately, and the tears get used against me. Oh well. Their issue, not mine.
I don't want to push you away. Every day I get that bit better but it will be a tough journey until my broken soul is fixed. I only hope that you can stick by me through this last hurdle so I can begin my life anew and I can heal.
I grew up feeling this way. Still feel this way many days, but my depression cannot keep me down. I fight every. I wish for things to be easy, to be strong, and sometimes it's impossible. Sometimes I just can't.