I wish that you could see yourself through my eyes. I wish that you could feel every emotion I feel when I see you. That way you could understand how much you mean to me, and what I would feel if I ever lost you.
What it comes down to is your actions in the end. As the saying goes actions speak louder than words. We can make careful plans if needed to to end relationships we do not wish to stay in. Start making plans for the life you want.
In this image, we see a young man holding a paint brush and bucket filled with red paint, correcting graffiti on a wall which reads "Enjoy your life." The boy has taken a paintbrush and crossed out the letter "F" so it now reads: "Enjoy your lie.