I think you are finally able to move forward when you can look back and accept the past, realizing there are no mistakes, no regrets just moments in life that changed you, making you a better version of yourself!
You are allowed to terminate toxic relationships. You are allowed to walk away from people who hurt you. You are allowed to be angry and selfish and unforgiving. You don’t owe anyone an explanation for taking care of yourself.
Sky above me, earth below me, fire within me - who has the fire within? We all have the sky above us and the earth below us, but we differ by the fire within us. What lights your fire? How big is your flame?