Everything changes when you start to emit your own frequency rather than absorbing the frequencies around you, when you start imprinting your intent on the universe rather than receiving an imprint from existence. Make it positive.
I slowly began to doubt myself. Maybe the reason she didn’t answer was no that her reactions were delayed. So at last i got it, it’s entirely beyond my control. the only thing left for me was to give up.
The moment that you feel that just possible you're walking down the street naked exposing too much of your headt and your mind and what exists on the inside showing too much of yourself. That's the moment you may be starting to get it right.