I felt like I didn't deserve anymore than what I was getting. But now I feel like I deserved more on your end of the deal. Way to focused on what I wanted you to be instead of what I deserved from the gate.
But darling. First of all, this is a wonderful way to introduce a thought. Furthermore, be your own hero indeed. Regardless of whether there is anyone out there who wants to be your hero, you need to trust and depend on yourself.