You don't need another human being to make your life complete, but let's be honest. Having your wounds kissed by someone who doesn't see them as disasters in your soul but cracks to put their live into is the most calming thing in the world.
"A flower does not think of competing to the flower next to it just blooms." --- Everything is you and God thing, and there is nobody else involved. So comparing or competing is just waste of time. Keep focusing on yourself, focusing of loving yourself.
That awkward moment you didn't write this or read before you pinned: SO TRUE;SO TRUE; SO TRUE: ACTUAL & FACTUAL. So that means I made the wrong choice because he never wanted to be with me and still doesn't.